in closing...

happy two months baby! i finished this a bit late, but that's alright c: i love you so much cole, you don't even know. i'm so grateful to be with you. you've changed my life for the better and ever since we first started talking you've always been a really positive influence on me. i can't imagine where i'd be right now without you . . . i just know that i'd be far less happy than i am now. you make me feel worthy of being loved again; something that was taken from me prior. that means more than i can even fathom. i love you. you always go out of your way to help me and make sure i'm okay and i've never experienced that before. i never thought i'd be with someone so compassionate and caring, and now that i have you i'm never letting go. thank you thank you thank you for loving me, my angel. i can't wait to do everything with you and live a happy life together. i'm so in love with you coley :(( i can't wait to kiss you, it's gonna be so surreal but so lovely to finally be able to hold you in my arms. i love you!! i love you so much!! i don't know how to verbalize how i feel about you, but i'm trying my best.. hopefully it's coming across okay :") i just love all of you, every bit of you. you're so easy to love and i wanna spend forever with you!! i can't believe it's only been two months.... but it's also already been two months, so mind boggling how this little time has been some of the happiest i've been in years. i love talking to you, i love seeing your handsome face, i love sleeping with you, i love playing games with you, i love joking around with you, i love teasing you, i love everything!! all of it makes me so fkn happy baba i can't explain it!! I love you dummy cutie baby angel prince big forehead papa hehe i love you i love you i love you!!! i love being your kitty, your girl, your baby, your girlfriend!! i'm so lucky and i just. i love you so much. here's to another month, and then a year, and then eternity together cole <3